I have one friend,
But I can never understand
Why I am still alone in my apartament...
It's rain in Moscow now and
Yesturday somebody's dead.
I am upset to know about this fact.
I'd never seen the death,
But it is always near.
I keep in calm instead
Of feeling fear.
I know, that I can write about it many words.
But now I see the mental thing, that hurts:
You can change all your life.
You can start many times.
You can do everything.
You can lose, you can win.
You can breath this air
You can go somewhere..
All the things that you need -
You will have anyway.
But you are one lead.
You should know just one thing,
That you сan never change :
The date of your death
You can never arrange...

Yes, I am not sure,
That I am the person, who is talanted.
I make mistakes in all my texts,
In my life..
But I regret
About that..
All the time..
It always comes me back
To make retry.
And all my steps was failed..
I do nothing for my wishes to make it realised ....
I have so difficult life...
What's why in 1 hundred persents
I am sure -
I can write!

I've met a mens, a girls..
Nobody wants to listen all this words.
It's not a problem.
Cocaine makes me alife.
I'll drink Heineken light.
And I still write..
It helps me to forget about bed times.
Your life can happens only ones or never..
And if you understand all things,
It doesn't matter -
I know it all
And I am strong enough to
Make it better. Not at all.
Right decigion written on the text.
The number "36" -
It's my Russion region.
And I don't want somebody to dictate me
The rules, becouse I have my own religion!
And I'@m not ready to be in slavery of fools!
I am smoking every day a pack of cigaretts,
But I am not upset about this fact.
I never watching on the road
In the moment when I have to go.
I never watch on the right side and the left,
Cos I'am not afraid of everything in this life.
I'am fine.
I'll find it all.
And it's my only fear. I don't have million of fans.
But I believe that one time they'll appear.
And I don't need nobody's permission,
Сos now I see my only vision!
I know all the answers and I am ready to restart.
And now I feel, - That it's enough...
I am losing my time and it will never come back.
But when I was 16.. Once, I decide : that it is nothing to regret.
Last years I met the people who's not totally like me..
But I have a possibility to makes them be with me..
It wasn't in my interest, cos all that I can see - is degradation for free..
For what I still repeat the things that I'd seen so many times before???
May be to learn it, or to hear it by myself..
Please,
Repeat it..
Once more
..
Ok
Now I am ready to know..
The life will show you all the worsest things
That should be seen.
To write about it -
You should : Feel, See and Hear..
The Sound.
My life is Adventure.
My poetry - is
Underground.
I used to know what's gonna happen tomorrow.
But the effect of "dejavu" gives me only sorrow!
I can't stay in one place.
I used to change it every time.
And I know that nothing in this life
Will be forever mine!
One day I'll make my book complete
And print.
If nobody wants to hear me..
It's Ok -
If they'll just read!
There is nothing else I want to say.
I am coming crazy of the sounds
I hear here every day!
And now I know, that if you want to be the best -
You need to change the place and take a rest.
I've seen so many things in my whole life..
But now I learned it.
Please,
Repeat it..
One more time..
Cos..
..I'am on fight!